I got a lot on my mind
And Got a lot more on my chest
For years I kept it inside
Shit I even thought I was possessed
Paralysis when I'm asleep
I can see the demon at the end of my bed
My mother says I get this shit from my dad but that's funny cah we never met
It's been 20 years and he never called till he see my face on the net
A man afraid to be left
And yes Blame ya neglect
Im sorry to stay but he'll prolly him
Before I give him my respect
I know that's he listening, i put my heart in this shit and I said what I said

It's been 20 years, now I'm 23
I'm upset why don't you get it
It Must be embarrassing , I became a man
And you can not take any credit
My 20th birthday, and I'm tripping like
I took a hallucinogenic
I think I'm intuitive, black and I'm spiritual
But they call that schizrophrenic

Anti psychotics are killing my passion
I wonder what's inside this Medicine
And I won't deny i get paranoid
I'm always wondering whats genuine
That feeling of love, Adrenaline.
I seen her didn't say anything
cos when see her I see everything
Hope she knows I don't a regret thing
If you love her let her go
Open door for her be a gentleman
You know that your pushing a girl to her limits when they become no longer feminine
they probably are but just not with you
And it's All cos you don't put the effort in
And now your picturing her kissing him
Touch on him and caressing him

bad bitches plus there's desperate men
She say you 5 you call her 10
added some time
And wine
And somehow we ended up more than just frk iend
Intoxication or love
Turn out that Both are the same in end
Circle of life
Life is a circle
She said that I'm like a cancer
What do you mean, you know I'm a Virgo
You know my favourites colourful purple
You know I take this music personal
Nothing in life hasn't broken me yet
So why do you think that your worlds wills
You
I heard Love is 50/50
And I been handing it out like I'm Virgil
Moment of silence for virgil

"You can't waste even a day subscribing to what someone thinks you can do, versus knowing what you can do"

When he put his name Plane
I understood this is no game
I realised that we all the same
But not every body can't be drake
Shit, You know that your winning when you celebrate so much they call you champagne
Simultaneous motivating me and also making me a ashamed
Cos they say I'm underrated
But It's myself that I'm underrate
It's me that sleeping
When There all awake
Potential is washing away
I wanna be great
But Dont want the fame or even popular face
Look at me mum, im done it, the really care what your sons gotta say
Couldn't be stuck the maze forever
No Never hopping the gates
This shit wasn't overnight
2 thousand and five hundreds
Day
& Life ain't black or white but here's a key, you just gotta play