started off, getting you out of Cameroon That was what I thought was the best thing to do, right. I still believe in my heart That was the best-that was the right decision I made Erm, even though you might be thinking "Yeah, you took me away from dad" da da da da da. But I probably took you away from a lot of other things that you would have been exposed to, right. That's what I believed at the time & I didn't what I had to do

Look Never had a silver spoon Mummy from Jamaica and daddy from Cameroon Yeah, They did what they had to do mum ain't even into **** but ended up having two Yeah, the peer pressures of tradition There ain't nothing nothing like a women's intuition Mums a teacher, daddy was a musician Now they learning lessons with these lyrics that I've written Never been one to believe in a coincidence I know this life we live has some sort of significance I can't just be another unwilling participant The skin I'm in is the equivalent of the omnipotent I'm godly Yeah Simultaneously beautiful and ugly Something special in my DNA it must be Patty rollers on the block they tryna hunt me Depot injection, the doctor tryna drug me Palepirdone running all through my bloodstream Shit got me unproductive and now I just sleep Pathetic, I'm apathetic Im like a zombie I can't ever let this wickedness corrupt me I seen people lose it all because their comfy Now I'm eating I can't forget when I was hungry My mama did a lot to get me in this country Had to call her sister just to borrow some dough Little brown envelope for the border control Wanted a new life She got bored of the old And My fathers at work so he don't even know She was meant to babysit us for the night Now me, my brother and my mother all on a flight the last time I seen that nigga I was five Reversing the red toyota out the drive The roads have all changed Everything's changed Man's just ready to take it all in, my bro. Big bird bro, man just feels like a fucking Feels like everyone's just fucking grew up bro All the kids are grown now like it's crazy bro But yeah man, soon man we'll link up Asap

Yeah I got some daddy issues, daddy problems I be acting like I'm good but I'm frontin' I been suicidal since i was young and I blamed it on everything, everyone but him I got some daddy issues, daddy problems I get attached to women when i fuck em' But I'm to skeptical to ever love em' She probably keeping open all her options, Yeah I need to find someone to put my trust in My momma hit me up like every weekend She told me speak to god if you want loving Most of my niggas sniffing, drinking, Popping They looking for Bitches just to put a nut in Most the niggas never any show feelings But I promise you, we're going through suttin' We got some daddy issues, daddy problems I don't even think about him, I forgot him That's what I try to tell myself but I'm bluffing I know deep down I really just wanna hug him But fuck him never needed daddy anyway did it without and look who I'm becoming Nah You won't see me ever crying or sobbing I put my pain on the beat, it's got you bopping Me and girl we eating at the ivy It's not a date, if I don't spend a hundred This money coming and coming and coming Yeah, It's went Up a notch no it ain't Stopping See money don't make you happy, are you bugging I got some niggas stuck inside a coffin I got some feelings money isn't blocking So all this money really ain't doing nothing All this money really ain't doing shit I got a lot but enough but not enough to be rich My brother coming home of couple weeks Imma teach him how to get this money legit ( I got five weeks left man, 5 weeks now bro) freedom ain't a thing that you wanna risk My nigga got 8, locked up for six Just know when he land I'll take that nigga shopping Then get him pretty bitch suck to his Get on her knees like colin kaepernick Let's not talk about what got him nicked I love my brother not what my brother did And Just know when he land I'll get him off the strip And put his time into something positive And I wish had more cah I just wanna give Okay I'll tell you what the problem is The problem is our daddy's really wasn't shit The women teaching us how we should be Men And that's been redefining what a mother is I'm talking Father's Day becoming mothers Day I had to switch it to the opposite They need to provide for myself and mother Cause' daddy was moving too incompetent And one thing just leads to another I carry a cutter, I am just a product of hunger don't wanna use it and do something stupid But won't hesitate when protecting my brothers Is it the environment, is it my colour Am I the perp or am I the victim being us is undeniably tougher And sometimes I wonder Is just because of All of these I got some daddy issues, daddy problems I be acting like I'm good but I'm frontin' I been suicidal since i was young and Blamed it on everything, yeveryone but him I got some daddy issues, daddy problems I get attached to women when i fuck em' But I'm to skeptical to ever love em' She probably keeping open all her options Yeah I need to find someone to put my trust in My momma like hit me up like every Weekend She told me speak god if you want loving Most of my niggas sniffing, drinking, Popping They looking for Bitches just to put a nut in Most the niggas never any show feelings But I promise you, we're going through suttin'

Hi Lobé, this is your mum. Listen, I've been trying to get through to you for the longest while. You're not picking up your phone you need to give me a call Lobé because I am beginning to get worried, I hope you're okay. But listen give me a call, touch base with me or something so I know atleast you're alright , okay? Tsk! Listen man, touch base with me at some point. This shit sound like October in the 0161 I'm out with the olders mum keeps calling she wanna know where her kids gone It's -9 out here but I can't come in Cah I need this income I got that one and this one which do you want fam go ahead just pick one This shit sound like October in the 0161 I'm out with the olders mum keeps calling she wanna know where her kids gone It's -9 out here but I can't come in Cah I need this income I got that one and this one which do you want fam go ahead just pick one more flavours the vaping shop Not talking editing pictures But my bro does amazing crops Came in ziplock and came in pots I came in a mask, I came in gloves Rob houses and we break in shops My life is really a movie nah there's no need to make shit up What you know bout running from fed so long that your bro start coughing up blood TAU on your left and right and Helicopters up above hm I'm in the alleyway I'm running off hopping They don't block it off Shit, Would of thought that I learnt my lesson Seeing my bro get sentence wasnt enough Lord knows that I want this shit But the cars and clothes ain't worth my soul ever chased something that glitters and then found out that it weren't no gold? Hit that lock and my burn my clothes I hope they remember my name when I step off the stage and the curtains close I seen some man give up on the way, not me I'm certain though I can't give up I'm determined bro Im smiling but I'm hurting tho There's some stuff only my girlfriend knows I'm scared to death that I might go broke But if the shoes like cost more than a rack imma still go purchase though Get rid of the bag like burden like a burden though This shit sound like October in the 0161 I'm out with the olders mum keeps calling she wanna know where her kids gone It's -9 out here but I can't come in Cah I need this income I got that one and this one which do you want fam go ahead just pick one This shit sound like October in the 0161 I'm out with the olders mum keeps calling she wanna know where her kids gone It's -9 out here but I can't come in Cah I need this income I got that one and this one which do you want fam go ahead just pick one Back then never had no funds Might hit me a lick for fun Tried splitting the bread them Man But them man wanna fight for crumbs Huh Can't be around no bums I'll do the mission on my one Can't have no evil eyes around me Niggas are jealousy and they want me gone And how can nblame em When I made 50 thousand of a song Don't get me started, you must be dumb If you think I that ain't invest in a ___ I wanna relax, I don't wanna run I wanna go home, I wanna be long I wanna tell you all the shit that I been through But this song like would be like an hour long So I gotta Split it into parts, Sitting in the dark Thinking of the past Feel it in my heart Spit it in the bars There's a lot in pain hidden in the bars You can find a nigga hidden in a bar Find a swimming and dive in it man I did it like Lamar Couple of my niggas got stabbed got shot Tell the opps, tell tell the opps I ain't forgot Wanna purchase me a tool, pull the trigger When I slide with it Pulling the trigger When I slide slide slide slide It all starts with love and ends with love. Whether we like it or not The lack of it The abundance of it A Love For the Journey An obsession with the destination What does it mean to you? Everthing? Nothing We can appreciate it Take it for granted Even deny it's very existence You love to love But Are we anything without Loyalty Dedication Things will never be the same The more I go through, I begin to realise Love isn't enough

I just wanna be appreciated I just, I just want this pain to be alleviated I just wanna be appreciated I just, I just want this pain to be alleviated Mummy told me that I'm close and keep on being patient Pray to god that she live long enough to see me make it That mother love can't be recreated I'm too real for the masses, they ain't even relating People tell me that it's loving but it's really hating Tell em "Love isn't enough" and then abbreviate it It's a Lie, Lie, Lie, Lie, Lie, Lie, Lie Lie to me baby Lie, Lie, Lie, Lie, Lie, Lie, Lie I hit a milli now these bitches think I really made it Yeah the music moneys coming, and I really save it Phone and television off, I'm back to living basic I had to disconnect, i had to leave the matrix Guess I'm Searching for tranquility Feel like neo I been searching for my trinity Im not in it if it isn't infinity Dodging all the hoes, 99 agility Yeah, I got no time for it And Don't tell me that it's love if you won't fight for it And if you say you love me why you ain't providing it (huh?) Tell me how you feeling, baby why you hiding it? (Tell me) I said I got you and I'm sorry babe, I lied a bit Done you dirty, hold my hands up, ain't denying it Now i call and she don't pick up, she declining it Miss the nights when I would slide in it She riding it If the spark burns out, I'm reigniting it Im addicted to the love and she supplying it If you selling me a dream, well then I'm buying it And If I fall in love, then best know imma die in it Because I just wanna be a appreciated I just, I just want this pain to be alleviated Momma told that I'm close, keep on being patient Pray to god that she live long enough to see me make it huh That mother love, can't be recreated I'm too real for the masses, they ain't even relating People tell me that it's loving but it's really hating Tell em "Love isn't enough" and then abbreviate it It's a lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie to me baby Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie to me baby Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie to me baby Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie to me baby

For years i couldn't get any peace Get any sleep Tryna block with the stress with the weed Had to kill my ego, it was a second degree I always felt this life was something I would I never complete That was Until I met my nephew and niece Me and my brother are maturing and we're settling beef And something that my mother thought she would never see I hugged my nephew and my niece and felt the pressure release There's nothing more important than the fam Probably the only people who could tell you who I am And I don't visit as much as I know I need to But do this for them and I hope that they understand I been so focused on building this life for you I be forgetting that I should be building a life with you In other words I should be there more Making memories, with the people I care for Like My mother had an accident and lost her vision She smiling but I can tell that somethings different I be scared for her I'm tryna balance being there for her While tryna remember I'm also on a mission Let me get give you all backstage stage pass The show that I call "my life", ain't ever been facade Hospital visits, and visiting graveyards So Late nights call be giving me faint heart Cah we lost one, then another one Last year, we had a funeral like every other month Couple mothers want their son back Like the summers gone. The pains gonna always come You can run you wanna run But it never leaves When the Family tree lose a leaf Better grieve My uncle died, now carry his energy huh When the buried him it felt like they just buried me And Now it's me that if struggles to rest in peace Lemme give you all a backstage pass Monetising my trauma Profiting off the past I know the pain well A lot of it's in my heart Long sleeves tee Covering up my scars Let me get give you all backstage stage pass The show that I call "my life", ain't ever been facade Hospital visits, and visiting graveyards So Late nights call be giving me faint heart Cah we lost one, then another one Last year, we had a funeral like every other month couple mothers want their son back Like the summers gone. The pains gonna always come You can run you wanna run But it never leaves When the Family tree lose a leaf Better grieve My uncle died, now carry his energy huh When the buried him it felt like they just buried me And Now it's me that if struggles to rest in peace

I'm very proud of where you at, at the moment. And even more so where you are heading I pray I will live to see, continue to see how much you progress I'm not-I'm not putting no limitation on you The skies the limit, Lobé Sometimes I used to think You don't believe that Right It's not about just seeing the figures I believe it because I feel it Yeah, This love I got for you can't put Into words But don't worry imma find a way I know i hurt your feelings when you call and I don't pick up and you probably think I can't give you the time of day I got issues I should deal with But if I'm honest, I get anxious and i hideaway Life's shorts and it can be unpredictable So before it's too late there's some things that I would like to say I'm so conflicted I say that I do all of this for you but then never come and see you and I know im being contradicting Unless it's at hospital visit I know I could do better and I gotta admit I know this money been corrupting my spirit I know you probably know me better than myself And you could probably tell momma I been lost for a minute Yeah, You know me well, mum I Think I need protecting from myself, mum I told the devil that my soul is not for sale, mum I'm Heaven sent but imma give em hell, mum Yeah, I do my thing and keep myself to myself, mum I give them everything I can I try to help, mum They say they love me Why they wanna see me fail, mum Why? I noticed when I'm winning, there's jealousy in their eyes all these So call friends only call me when they need something But they never call me just to check if I'm alright I was smoking everyday And Hennessy in the night on a dark path Needed direction into the light My Mother could tell you She could tell you It's a really blessing that I'm alive I got love for Eleanor because she could left me hanging I got love for Leo too, he was always understanding Of the shit I'm going through And I never got to thank him I got love for ivy, still got love for all the mandem I was with can't forgive Is what is it I would probably do the same If you did what I did YeahI was just a kid But I guess you gotta get it how you live I been snaked by my niggas And I been snake too She give me the cake Imma eat the cake too There's Whole lot love inside my heart nigga But if you push me you will see that there's a lot of hate too I got secrets that I know I be should be telling I ain't making no confession Because I'm ashamed too I felt a lot pleasure and a lot of pain too Tryna find someone to give the blame too Yeah, I sacrifice, I did the work I paid my dues I know my purpose I know what I came to do Yeah, You feel the frequency Yeah, I came and change the mood Yeah, I Change the mood cah When I talk I say the truth Yeah, Protect the kids Im just tryna save the youth Started of little Now I'm doing major moves Dissing me for clout Better watch your mouth Keeping on talking about be me and you might just make the news Lord forgive me im walking contradiction The devil in my ears Tryna give me propositions The opposition Offering me the top position You gotta listen The competition Wanna see me me give it up Give it up give it up Even if I sell my my soul man still isn't enough Too busy surviving I'm not living enough Tell my momma im sorry I've not been visiting as much Cah I been making promises But I just can't keep them There's some things some things, some things I won't admit it Secrets I'm keeping Imma imma take them to the grave for real They don't even really know my pain for real Cut that bitch, she ungrateful, now she say I never did that shit for her Little Bitch I know you ain't for real Ain't for real Bitch I know you ain't for real Nah you ain't for real I got love for my brothers they would kill me for me And I'm the same for real and I don't know who to trust these I don't really know what fake or real

AYO LOBÉ TURN ME Up Ay She said she don't wanna rush I'm tryna get it before the love is lost I'm tryna figure if this love or lust Like does she want me for me? Or she just wanna fuck? Ay Summers up You want a man for the winter you wanna cuddle up You say I'm too much I think I'm not enough So I got my got shit together and got my money up You holding back a lot but i know somethings up I only feel the love coming from one of us You wanna keep me a secret keep me anonymous You don't need me like I need you And it's obvious Ay, I see it clearly Last time I did you dirty and now you're weary I don't wanna talk over the phone I need you near me I don't wanna play it cool because I love you dearly You say I barely know you Well I know you enough I know you go through a lot Too much to focus on us I know you give your energy to people who don't give it back and you just keep on giving it whether they notice or Not I know you hold in a lot Look I know you comfortable with me Cos you be opening up I know you got some insecurities, you worry about your body, so you hitting up the gym And you be toning it up I See the gains See You don't understand the love I'm showing you because your too used to the pain And You ex took advantage of your love I'm tryna prove I ain't the same Yeah Cos I got big plans I got big big plans on the way Yeah I mean, We could fly away I just wanna be with you that's all I'm tryna say She said she don't wanna rush I'm tryna get it before the love is lost I'm tryna figure if this love or lust Like does she want me for me? or she just wanna fuck? Ay Summers up You want a man for the winter you wanna cuddle up You say I'm too much I think I'm not enough So I got my got shit together And got my money up You holding back a lot But i know somethings up I only feel the love coming from one of us You wanna keep me a secret keep me anonymous You don't need me like I need you And it's obvious Imma remember you longer than I've ever known you There's still a lot of me I wanna show you I don't wanna be another distraction Want you to follow your passion Want you to do what suppose to I want come inside unless I get invitation I'm not with the possessiveness and manipulation She gonna leave me before I leave her Because it makes her feel like she's the one in the control of the situation Look Just Think about it Love will come and find you Just to remind you exactly who you are And That's the funny things about it It's hard to recognise the love When you ain't been around it We was on journey without no direction Pillow talking every night, you got me venting We talked about what our babies would look like The eye colour And even down to the complexion Ay It's like you're my reflection And it's rare that ever i feel this deep a connection Yeah I ain't entertaining non of these hoes Cos I don't wanna the price of paying them my attention look Tryna tell myself that I don't need nobody She say she love me She still gon' leave me probably I'm just tryna tell you how I'm feeling shawty Hit me phone & imma be there shawty I can't fall asleep unless you feeling on me If you need me, baby please just call me If you ain't healed, you can bleed upon me She said she don't wanna rush I'm tryna get it before the love is lost I'm tryna figure if this love or lust Like Do you want me for me or you just wanna fuck (what she want) Ay, Summers up You want a man for the winter you wanna cuddle up You say I'm too much I think I'm not enough So I got my got shit together and got my money up You holding back a lot but i know somethings up I only feel the love coming from one of us You wanna keep me a secret, keep me anonymous You don't need me like I need you and it's obvious Yeah

I've got a thing for pretty woman Tell me lies from the beginning I need someone to hide my sin in See Lately I been sipping Empty bottles in my kitchen Pool full of liquor I can't lie I took a dip Got a thing pretty women Break my heart, yeah it's a given really differentAnd I know they all say it And I'm the real edition You'll see I'm driven Once I put the key in ignition Got a thing for a pretty woman (When it comes to temptation, run) Yeah yeah I got a thing for a pretty women (He ran, because the only way to respond to lust…is to run) Check I heard the devil is a lie And you tell a lot of em Where were you in these times I was down rock bottom Always make it bout' yourself Bitch all we got problems you must think I ain't got options I got Julie jade and judie A whole long list of groupies Who fuck me before they knew me Cause' like they music usually I been drinking more than usually My demons they still pursue me I'm hiding inside the coochie It's warm and there's plenty water here She wanted it I bought a pair She wanna go I brought her there I'm sat watching her play with herself While I'm in the corner chair I hit it from the back, I'm pulling on her hair Get rid of the doubts and all the fear Yeah, I'm anti matter bitch I'm more than rare huh If Its matters you call me there She bad as fuck and hold accountability she give me tranquility And Baby girl I can see you're aware All these bitches want the pipe but that's pipe dream Most these bitches ain't my type They ain't my type See the trajectory and now they all wanna hype I've got a thing for pretty woman Tell me lies from the beginning Just someone to hide my sin in See Lately I been sipping Empty bottles in my kitchen Pool full of liquor I can't lie I took a dip Got a thing pretty women ( I just need a little taste) Break my heart, yeah it's a given really different and I know they all say it But I'm the real edition You'll see I'm driven Once I put the key in ignition (yeah) I Got a thing for a pretty woman (When it comes to temptation, run) Yeah yeah, yeah yeah I got a thing for a pretty women (He ran, because the only way to respond to lust…is run) You my right hand baby You my go to bitch I know I can phone you up, when I go through shit Got a thing pretty women But this time my intuition Is telling me that you're different Baby Don't you trip Cos If you got me then I got you I'm Never too busy to see ya Honey, slide through Like the key inside the lock open you up and slide through I like how the little things in life still excite you I like you but see L O B É Can't do L O V E When we argue Girl I ain't getting no sleep Love is free I heard look at me absurd But know You know it tends to break When you get it so cheap I'd rather work for the love Earn all the love Go round the fucking earth for the love I'll Search For the love I might even get hurt for love The perks of the love Can get rid of the worse of the love My version of love Ain't nothing like the films You can't determine the plot If you ignore the god in you, then you deserve to be lost I really hope that I'm deserving of love And if I'm not Shit I guess stick to pretty women Who tell me lies from the beginning I need someone to hide my sin in Lately I been sipping Empty bottles in my kitchen Pool full of liquor I can't lie I took a dip Got a thing for pretty women Break my heart yeah it's given Really different and I know they all say it But I'm the real edition And you'll see I'm driven Once I put the key in ignition I Got a thing for a pretty woman (When it comes to temptation, run) Yeah Yeah yeah, yeah yeah I got a thing for a pretty women (He ran, because the only way to respond to lust…is run)

See a lot of niggas sending indirects When we all know I inspire you little niggas I mean really and truly I think it's time to stop sending indirects and start sending me flowers I work too hard need a vacation Been on this ting since back in the day when man made beats on a PlayStation I've seen man come in the game I've seen man leave faster than they came in Opportunity comes I'll take it and I ain't waiting, no procastinating A lot of man here won't make it I ain't hating, it's reality It's funny how they talk shit on my name but back then they was a fan of me Grew up in the m14 with the mali and Libyans at academy Nuff teachers said I wouldn't that make it now Im laughing at your salary This shit that you make in a month I burn through daily, like calories I said money don't make you happy Then I got money and change mentalities My outfit Look like copped it from an art gallery And my chick is Beyoncé fine, she could of been doing up vogue and vanity Just turned 25 Shave my beard and I look 21 This hoe wanna fuck, but I don't give a fuck She looks the type to fuck everyone I'm a high value man So I can't just fuck anyone I'm Usain Bolt to the music ting I step on the track and I've already one 1 million, 2 million, 3 million, I'm bout to hit 4 They say that numbers dont mean shit cah they ain't had hit a before That's like saying that money don't make you happy but you've always been poor I dunno why they hate me for My city don't show no support I heard that they love in Belgium The Netherlands and even in Sydney It come like the ends don't wanna show love But the rest of the world fuck with me In the flesh kiss my ass so why on the net all they wanna diss me I don't wanna shake your hand and ain't giving no spud so put down fist g Don't mention my name with non them Cah non of them man there worthy Nowaday it's all indirecting cah they all seen what happen to Percy Big men hating on a younger you're 30 at end the journey Wanna play with me, I shoot like Steph put you on a jersey Don't let that go over head Got shooters that don't ever miss Those shots won't go over your head I say what I mean I know what I said I won't mentions anyone's name ain't giving no free exposure to them Diamonds and silver on my neck Sterling on my throat like smoking a blem

I had to separate myself from all the fake I had to isolate I can spot a hatin' ass bitch from a mile away Shook when they see me, they don't say the things they'd like to say Niggas dyin' everyday and shit, you could die today I popped a half a ch, okay watch my pupils dilate I'm poppin' off in Sydney and that's like 10,000 miles away I like the finer things, had to get it, had to find a way This nigga's tryna draw me out but I'ma let it slide today Cause I'm on probation and I'm tryin' not to violate Don't wanna open up an envelope and see a trial date Blowin' up in my city like the IRA Price blowin' up, yeah I started charging higher rates I give my signature and they just send the money right away You never even read the fine print, signed your life away Motherfuckers be so desperate to see a brighter day I ain't like you niggas and it's clear, that shit night and day Crench coat on the block with it like I'm Michael K Leather jacket with the straps on it, feel like Michael J Hate me as a person but love all the shit that I create Thinkin' for myself cause I can't listen to what liars say I can't give you hoes the time of day, the money goin' up I still refuse to take some time away and by the way I took my skeletons out my closet and I wore them, I don't hide away I took my skeletons out my closet and I wore them, I don't hide away

I don't wanna talk over the phone nah, Tell me when you comin' over I got too many bitches, I'm casanova, Now she beggin' me for closure Think it's time for you to move on, She can't let go of the love, cause' it's too Strong, she can't let go of the love, like it's glued on I be sippin' to forget, The henny too strong I don't wanna talk over the phone Tell me when you comin' over I got too many bitches, casanova, Now she beggin' me for closure Think it's time for you to move on, She can't let go of the love, cause' it's too strong She can't let go of the love, like It's glued on, I be sippin' to forget, the Henny too strong I'm sippin wray and lemonade, man's stressed, maxi dress Got the easy access, textin', ain't the one I wanna see ya, face to face, b, I know you know the procedure Like, maybe we can kick it for the night And we can talk about whatever's on your mind See, if I'm honest, I know you were never mine I been gettin' more money and a little less A little less, time to be upset Don't get me wrong, cuz I'm still upset You know you won't get another nigga like me It's highly unlikely, and that's why you still obsessed, yeah I feel like you a pessimist Why you focusing on the negatives I don't wanna talk over the phone, I don't wanna text Cuz I feel like you're misinterpreting my messages I don't wanna talk over the phone nah, Tell me when you comin' over I got too many bitches, I'm casanova, Now she beggin' me for closure Think it's time for you to move on, She can't let go of the love, can't still Strong She can't let go of the love, like it's Glued on I be sippin' to forget, Henny too strong I don't wanna talk over the phone nah, Tell me when you comin' over I got too many bitches, I'm casanova, Now she beggin' me for closure Think it's time for you to move on, She can't let go of the love, cause' it's too Strong She can't let go of the love, like it's Glued on I be sippin' to forget the henny too strong

Heartbreak season Got me all in my feelings For real, Look, still feeling like I could do more Sometimes I be insecure I used to think that my heart was pure But lately I'm not so sure Look, I can't live with a guilty conscience I got a lot of remorse You said that you can never trust me again But you didn't trust me before We go back and forth Like we're tryna get to the source I tell you that I don't feel appreciated And you said you're feeling ignored I wanna be the person that you call When you wanna feel reassured For real, we want the same thing So tell me why we both at war Being in love with me ain't easy I know I got problems, that's for sure Sometimes when I wake up I'm in a mood and I don't even know what for Some days I talk too much And the next I might say nothing at all, 25 but who am I kidding I know I can be immature Look, I don't want nobody else You're the one that I feel content with Fuck all the money, I give you my time and energy That's how you know I'm invested I might entertain these hoes But Lord knows that I ain't interested Selective with the girls that I get with But sometimes I'm a little bit tempted I know that it's me in the wrong And I get that you're feeling disrespected But now I'm alone There's nothing to do but self-reflecting I know that I could've done more So you leaving was a little expected See I'm trying to play shit cool But deep down I'm a regret this Still feeling like I could do more Sometimes I be insecure I used to think that my heart was pure But lately I'm not so sure Look, I can't live with a guilty conscience I got a lot of remorse You said that you can never trust me again But you didn't trust me before We go back and forth Like we're trying to get to the source I tell you that I don't feel appreciated And you said you're feeling ignored I want to be the person that you call When you want to feel reassured for real We want the same thing So tell me why are we both at war Still feeling like I could do more Still feeling like I could do more Sometimes I be insecure I used to think that my heart was pure But lately I'm not so sure Look, I haven't been practicing what I preach I will not lie I'm a hypocrite Ungrateful and I've been unfaithful Made a mistake and I gotta live with it Can't take it but I'm still giving it I don't want to disturb your healing process I'm trying to be considerate Look, I get you're young and wanna have fun I know that you still gotta live a bit See, you got a light inside your eyes And I hope no one tries dimming it Empty spot inside my heart And if it ain't you then no one's filling it, I ain't seen your face in just one day And I'm already missing it Look, my friends will say I'm in simp mode But when you're really in love It don't really matter what no one thinks though Your smile, your hair, your hands, your skin tone None of these hoes compare, You're the type that I want to bring home I'm waiting for the new notification Waiting to hear that ringtone Still feeling like I could do more Sometimes I be insecure I used to think that my heart was pure But lately I'm not so sure Look, I can't live with a guilty conscience I got a lot of remorse You said that you can never trust me again But you didn't trust me before We go back and forth Like we're trying to get to the source I tell you that I don't feel appreciated And you said you're feeling ignored I want to be the person that you call When you want to feel reassured for real We want the same thing So tell me why we both at war

I got a lot on my mind And Got a lot more on my chest For years I kept it inside Shit I even thought I was possessed Paralysis when I'm asleep I can see the demon at the end of my bed My mother says I get this shit from my dad but that's funny cah we never met It's been 20 years and he never called till he see my face on the net A man afraid to be left And yes Blame ya neglect Im sorry to stay but he'll prolly him Before I give him my respect I know that's he listening, i put my heart in this shit and I said what I said It's been 20 years, now I'm 23 I'm upset why don't you get it It Must be embarrassing , I became a man And you can not take any credit My 20th birthday, and I'm tripping like I took a hallucinogenic I think I'm intuitive, black and I'm spiritual But they call that schizrophrenic Anti psychotics are killing my passion I wonder what's inside this Medicine And I won't deny i get paranoid I'm always wondering whats genuine That feeling of love, Adrenaline. I seen her didn't say anything cos when see her I see everything Hope she knows I don't a regret thing If you love her let her go Open door for her be a gentleman You know that your pushing a girl to her limits when they become no longer feminine they probably are but just not with you And it's All cos you don't put the effort in And now your picturing her kissing him Touch on him and caressing him bad bitches plus there's desperate men She say you 5 you call her 10 added some time And wine And somehow we ended up more than just frk iend Intoxication or love Turn out that Both are the same in end Circle of life Life is a circle She said that I'm like a cancer What do you mean, you know I'm a Virgo You know my favourites colourful purple You know I take this music personal Nothing in life hasn't broken me yet So why do you think that your worlds wills You I heard Love is 50/50 And I been handing it out like I'm Virgil Moment of silence for virgil "You can't waste even a day subscribing to what someone thinks you can do, versus knowing what you can do" When he put his name Plane I understood this is no game I realised that we all the same But not every body can't be drake Shit, You know that your winning when you celebrate so much they call you champagne Simultaneous motivating me and also making me a ashamed Cos they say I'm underrated But It's myself that I'm underrate It's me that sleeping When There all awake Potential is washing away I wanna be great But Dont want the fame or even popular face Look at me mum, im done it, the really care what your sons gotta say Couldn't be stuck the maze forever No Never hopping the gates This shit wasn't overnight 2 thousand and five hundreds Day & Life ain't black or white but here's a key, you just gotta play